I Came, I Saw, I Blog

got my new baby few days ago!! yayness!!

i shall call him (yes, i want my baby to be a HIM!) "Milk"! coz i like milk…

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ok, lame name, i know. but this is my baby wat! i shall call him whatever i want! muahahahaha!!!! XD (Syok Sendiri-ing)

thanks dad && mum for giving me this early birthday present! (in fact, waaaay too early. my birthday is in Dec yo! but whatever muahahaha!!) my parents are the best!

i’m now the happiest girl in the world! =D

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bought a dress yesterday at FOS…

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can u believe it?? me, the gal who swears she will NEVER EVER wear a dress in her entire life, had just bought a dress yesterday!

oh. wow. the sun will set in the east && rise in the west from that day on.

why this sudden changes, u ask? well….let’s just say that photography has brought out the "feminine-ness" (got this word or not?) in me.

oi, dont laugh.

i bought that dress for photoshoot ONLY ok?! not like im gonna wear it OUT! AS IF! HA! NO WAY MAN!!! damn malu wei.

yes, PHOTOSHOOT. u didnt see wrong. taking photographs is my HOBBY. i especially like portrait photography.

free models (yes, free. im just a poor student who wish to build up my portfolio, what do u expect??) are hard to find…AND layan (such as my sis =_=”) well, i did find Juliana && her hubby to be my models (couple photography) but…sometimes i will feel paiseh lor…not paying them or anything…and what if my skill sucks?? dont want to disappoint them ler… TT^TT

so yeah, asking ME to be a model for my photoshoot is like a piece of cake. i won’t reject myself, will i? and i dont have to pay for myself to be a model, do i?

and so, that’s why i bought that dress! looks good in photographs lor!

and please lah, dont mistaken me as a camwhore or "zi lian" or anything… i. am. NOT! if models are easy to find then u think i wanna be a model ah? imagine this: putting the camera on 10sec self-timer, then i have to run off to the front of the camera to pose for 10sec, then have to run back to the camera to check the result. what if the result isnt what i want it to be? i have to retake again && again leh! SERIOUSLY, MY KIND OF PHOTOGRAPHY IS NOT THE SAME AS THOSE SPONTANEOUS MYSPACE SHOT OR THOSE 1, 2, 5 POSE SHOT OK! *puke puke* oops.

ok enough of ranting. meh. sorry if i sounded boastful. i didnt mean it. =x please dont hate me nooooo~~~~ ><

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i still need to learn. MORE.

wanna be the best!!

oh, please check this out if u have time — www.larajade.com or www.larafairie.deviantart.com

Lara Jade. my idol~~~~

"Embarking on a NEW journey…and this time, i hope it will lead me to somewhere, somewhere i desired."

Finally, my parents agree to let me transfer to The One Academy.

Finally, TOA accepted me.

…and FINALLY, i get what i wanted all these years.

[for those people who think i'm wasting money or time or just think that i'm a spoilt brat, seriously, DON'T JUST SIMPLY JUDGE ME IF YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON  ALL THESE MONTH. thank you.]

=)

Embarking on a journey to nowhere…Where’s my destination?

I don’t really know.

SIGH.

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GOTCHA!

HAPPY APRIL FOOL’S DAY EVERYONE!

MUAHAHAHAHA!!!

*going insane*

But then, got some stupid innocent people who thought I’m 20++ already.

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WHAT THE FOOT??!!

Do I look THAT old??!!

They told me that I don’t look old, its just that I look mature…like I got the temperament of a mature woman.

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Dunno whether I should be happy or not when I heard that comment.

BAH!!!

A China guy (22 years old) from my class thought that I’m 20 or 21 years old, a Taiwan guy (30 years old) whom me and my friend met while we were swimming thought that I’m 20++ also…the landlord’s eldest son (22 years old) thought I’m 20 or 21 years old. But the worst case of all, is that the landlord’s youngest son (13 years old) thought that I’m 25 years old. *Faint*

OMIGOD DO I LOOK THAT OLD TO HIM???

But he also thought that my friend who live with me (21 years old) is 29 years old…HA! Feel sorry for you, Arty! =P

Because we are such kind and forgiving people, so we forgive him for his stupidity lorr…(and resist the temptation to choke him to death lorr…)

The reason they all gave to me are the same…that I look quite mature and have the temperament of a mature woman.

Hmm…they haven’t seen the other crazy side of me yet. So they all got cheated by my cool expression lorr…

But, to tell the truth, compared to the times when I was in Miri, I seldom "act" crazy and siao here in Singapore…’coz of *SOME reasons lorr….

(*I don’t wanna talk about it. REALLY.)

Lee Tien once told me on MSN that she really misses my craziness and "siaoness"…and she wonders where have all these characteristics of mine have gone…

Well, I dunno too…

…and I also miss my craziness and "siaoness" too…

Life really sucks, eh?

During this stage of time, yea, THIS difficult stage of time, I really REALLY need someone beside me…someone whom I can hug tightly and pour my soul out to…

…But where are YOU?

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好羡慕她.

好羡慕她能拥有我所没拥有过的生活方式.

好羡慕, 甚至有点嫉妒.

本是同根生, 为何命运却是那么的不同?

哼, 真可笑.

昨晚又突然间想起那件事…

明明已经提醒自己不要再去想了的.

情绪顿时又涌上来…好难受好难受…

泪水像关不紧的水龙头, 一直流啊流…

明明已经提醒自己不可再为这件事而掉泪的.

心脏像是给罗里来回斩过酱, 好痛好痛…

明明已经提醒自己不可再为这件事而感到心痛的.

算了, 以阿Q精神来想, 就当着是体内盐份太多, 所以多余的盐份就随着泪水排出去了.

唉, 真讨厌不坚强的自己…

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Yup, it’s Valentine’s Day.

I spend it alone every single year. Have to spend it alone again this year.

Without YOU.

Yay. *with an ironically voice + roll eyes*

Oh ya, Happy Valentine’s Day everyone! =)

是滴是滴! 我真的遇到她! 孙燕姿本人哦! 她真的好瘦哟! ><

遇到她的那天是我一月份回到新加坡的第二或第三天吧? 我忘了.

那天我跟朋友去City Hall逛街. 逛累了就靠在二楼的栏杆那里休息聊天.

从二楼我门看到底楼中央有个活动…是宣传SK珠宝的. 那个场地是围起来的, 能进去的人都是上流社会的份子(对我们而言啦)…普通人则在外围观. 现场也有记者.

每次一有某某有名的人进去那个场地, 就有记者为他们拍照…我跟我朋友都不知道那些人是谁…只懂得看他们帅不帅, 美不美的…哈! 他们也许是新加坡的名人或演员, 但我都没在电视上看过他们.

后来也碌碌续续来了很多很多名人…众多里面我只认得一位, 就是那位在新加坡剧"同心圆"里演周大丘的胖胖的那位.

就是他, 苏智诚.

后来的后来, 更大牌的名人出场了! (为何说他大牌是因为他是最后才出场的) 只见记者们的镁光灯闪个不停, 我们就猜想这号人物一定更出名! 可是是谁我们还不知. 我朋友还猜想会不会是孙燕姿…可是我们都觉得不可能啦….

可是! 结果出场的真的是她本人也!!!

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起初我们还不是很确定是她(因她出场时是背对着我们的), 但我们又觉得好像是她…我们还紧张到握紧对方的手叻…哈! (现回想起来都觉得好笑!)

后来她转过头来, 我们一看, 真的是她也!!!!! 我们高兴到流泪啊!(假的啦! 太夸张了)

没有流泪啦, 不过真的很兴奋啊啊啊~! 要知道, 我们没有想到会在逛街时遇到名人嘛!

穿白衣的那位就是孙燕姿了! 整个会场只有她穿白衣.

p/s: 孙燕姿是SK珠宝的代言人.

p/p/s: 我十二月份回美里时, 有几个人问我有没有在新加坡看到什么名人…我那时说没有, 不过我这次可以说, "有"了! MUAHAHAHA! XP (真是陈水—欠扁!!!)